Eh warning this post is gonna be long so just close this window now hahaha.

I woke up at 2pm today and got a harsh lecture from my mother. obviously, i felt neither admonished nor did i lower my head to the obligatory level for penance because i thought i was unjustly treated. however when i tried opening my mouth to talk back, i realised i was having this very sexy voice, and so my voice could hardly be raised. omg what a loser haha.

Oh well. sometimes, the stress doesn't just come alone from school. for the past few days while i was busy with work, she didn't relate nor try to understand, instead rushed me to wash the dishes, do my clothes, and even blamed me for using the only computer left at home ever since mine broke down 2 months ago, seemingly saying that i was an encumbrance to my dad as he needed the computer for his work too. so fine, i could only use the computer to do my work after they hit the bed. but why couldn't the words be put more pleasantly across? it seemed more like a launch of vituperative attack.

It's only the first week of school, but it has already caused consternation among my family. even with my 3 siblings too, because i either flare up at them for making too much noise while i am there trying hard to do my work, or i'd lose my patience while teaching them english, math, blah, everytime especially when i'm busy. i remember there was this day last week when they went beyond the pinnacle of my patience and hence i very bluntly commented strings of rather mean statements which, to be succint, meant "idiots" or to be put slightly nicer, "bereft of hope". ... it must had been hurtful, but i'll really try to curb my temper should there be a next time, 'cause afterall, Family still prevails over anything else.

Okokok life's not all gloomy and despondency lah. at least, we are all more fortunate than those people from Simei Care Centre right. haha yes, yesterday we were the second batch of 3A to visit SCC after school. it was rather fun and i did learn more about the people there after the visit as well. helped to staple plastic sheets together later on which was tedious work, but i kinda got addicted to it after awhile haha. the 8 of us went to Eastpoint after that for Kobayashi + Perle, Fionna and Amelia's recommended chocolate oreo from Each-A-Cup! and it seemed like once all of us sat down together for a meal, we would never get up hahaha. made a move later on to Popular for Andrea to get her stationeries and then to NTUC for Zhuting to get her cereals before heading home at around 9.

That was Friday after school. Thursday morning, i had breakfast with Chinyee, Ziyun and Johanna. we had only 2 more minutes to be marked late for school and so we cabbed up the hill. merely half a minute of ride caused us $4.50 = waste of money. i liked weds the best last week as lessons seemed to pass more quickly. there was the SYF showcase during assembly too and Wanying & SK were our emcees! ^^ i was most pressed for time on Tues as there was training after school and thus i worked without respite once i got home. Monday, Perle, Amelia and i went to queue for donuts for 2hrs and i bought 2 dozens for my family of 6 ;D

For now, i only wish for the weekends + Monday to pass slowly as i am packed with things on after school literally everyday of next week. Though sad to say, it's already 21mins past 12, which means we have just bade farewell to Saturday, the last day of June. as for Sunday, i am either going out to check out class tee with SK or go catch a movie with 3A mates or both or even none, that is if my mom doesn't allow, given my current health condition. Monday is Youth's Day + Chinyee's birthday!! ^^

On a random note, Lethargy is inherent, what's more it's not just me alone that's feeling this way, so why not just try to make the best out of everything i do since i'm given the opportunities? ^^ hahahaha, maybe i don't make sense, but still... .... 1) i'm still rooting for ZIJIE! 2) songs do wonders! 3) i'm having muscle aches at my stomach area thanks to yesterday's PE and it's hurting me each time i cough!

Till then (;